Hey guys just a update, I’ve been struggling a lot with mental health lately and addiction, I have been always telling myself, I can do it alone, I can stop this, maybe if I take this for a few days because it’s a different receptor, or alright one bigger dose then we will just taper with the rest easy, 1/2/3/4 years later, all my transformations have been while inducing in opioids, and I’ll say and admit, I’ve managed to buy a beautiful home get 200k job on the rail, but still living with this daily lie to myself, and my wife, using fake urine, preaching to people, don’t do that it’s stupid, but 15 mins later I am at the next chemist getting another bottle, so satisfy my addiction. Now here we are thought I could get the help of a psychiatrist get Ritalin, now let me tell you bad move if you have strong impulses, because now 3 weeks later 300 pills gone snorted, you are about to ruin everything you have dreamed of 2 baby girls and a third on the way. So please just bear with me for a week, let some positive endorphins kick in and I will be back .
IM sorry if this is not an intended updated, but being to embarrassed to speak about it, and keep it in, is a way to never get out of it .
These are my beautiful babies