Sorry fellas for the long absence. I basically found the culprit the next few days after my post. I was throwing some winstrol in the mix at 50mg per day. I was only using it about 12 days when the depression came over me. 2 days after I stopped I was fine and have been great ever since. Hopefully sharing this experience will help others. This cycle was a great learning experience. I'm not quite ready to run with the big dogs, but im improving.
Bottom line to anyone trying gear they haven't used, "respect the gear and the dose"
Work has kept me slammed but still hitting the log hard. I won't post daily but going to keep the updates coming on this log. I'm currently working on a lean bulk while running trt 175mg per wk. I may run the lean bulk through December and then start cutting in late January. My goal is to add 5-10lbs of lean muscle when my cut is complete next next year. Will update with macros and workout tomorrow!