Still crankin hard. Mentally a little fucked up..
I dont care about anything. Family, paying bills, tranning gettin my meals in. Fuck it all.
I know it's all in my head so I'm powering through. Gainz are good. About to start a mini cut here soon and see what this tren can really do. I've already cut down calories from about 5,000 to 2,700. Cut down carbs in 2 meals upped protein.
I can say this Tren is definitely the real deal. Having the normal sides. Slept pretty good lastnight. Didn't have to wake up in the middle of the night and take a Bong rip to sleep. That shit makes me feel like shit in the morning when I wake up.
Gains are good but the crazy thing is the strength increase. It's fuckin nuts. Hitting PR's daily. Been going heavy low volume 5 days a week. Cut down my workout from hour 30 to one hour.
Pumps are fuckin stupid. I salt up pretty good on my before gym meal. That and the UncleZ Cialis gets the blood fuckin pumping.
Sex drive is just fucking stupid. Jerkin it 2-3 times a day and bangin the old beautiful ball and chain. Lookin at hookers and shit. That's old me tho. Been years. Just seeing what's out there lol.
Over all not giving up. I got a strong head and I'm doin alot better now. I know it's all in my mind so all good.
Still hitting a little under 1ml a day
Tren E
Test C
Deca
I ended up dropping the anadrol. 100mg was killing my appetite. Can't gain if I can't eat. But man was it fuckin nice. Felt full all day, strrong,, aggressive as fuck haha.
Today is chest/Triceps and tomorrow is a heavy leg day!!